Passion

whatever they call me, or whatever they know me, they just don't know what i feel today or in the rest of my life !

yes, today i still a student, haven't get job yet. i haven't get my own money and life.
but, i knew that i have Passion in culinary.  what does makes me wanted to write today is because today i made banana cupcakes and watch some video.
i took photos of the banana cupcakes i made, it makes me feel that i was very enjoy and happy doing the photo session and my eyes can not just see a picture of cupcakes, but my eyes were like saying "they have inner beauty, so please show it up !" and i started to make some simple base and background to the cupcakes, covering my window to got a good light, and take some photos from different angle. And eemmm, i didn't know, i just enjoy and love this kind of job, heavenly for me !

while i transfered the photos to my computer and gave them a few edit touch, my friend sent me a video link to watch. the title is  next vs el bulli opening . first time i watched this video i felt like i wanted to have those kind of job, they have passion in not only cooking but also the art of culinary and they do it well and beautifully, i think. and then i click alinea 6 year anniversary , my heart felt more exciting and in my mind i said "it's all about Passion".
but some of the sentences which said by the cook makes me think that why are they mostly a man? and i said to myself "if my passion drawn me to have a man personality, i won't regret to do that kind of personality!" i want do everything to be a professional and creative in culinary world. It made me feel that i want finish my diploma soon, and get a job with great chef who can teach me how to be a professional and creative one and increase my passion.

 I know i can do the best and i deserve the best. the best for me is not always the best for anyone else.